You’re never coming back
and it hurts me to know
I've tried my hardest to bury
these thoughts in the back of my mind.
Overwhelmed with shame, afraid to admit
couldn't let go of what I’’d done, so I did my best to deny
These feelings and that night
No hope for forgiveness
Derailed and lost
Guided by my blindness
How could I let something
so insignificant takes precedent
too fucking stubborn to say that I was wrong.
I know I don't deserve the time of day
for what I put you through.
The mistakes are mine alone.
Looking back, what it worth it?
Looking back, what did it solve?
Let me rot, I’m sorry
Let me rot, I lost you
Let me rot, I dug my own grave
I’m sorry I lost you